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I lose myself
To this place of boundless space
Where time has no voice
Sparks of sweet confusion
And total eclipse of madness and surrender
Of our breaths
Of our bodies
Of our touch
Of everything that holds our being within

I still lose myself
To that place, to that moment
To you
Even by just closing my eyes
Even by just remembering
What we used to do

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Time to grow
I'll give to you
Time to search wthin and find yourself
I'll give to you
Time to be certain about things
I'll give to you
Time to accept with no regrets
I'll give to you
Time to understand with your heart
I'll give to you
Time to test your wings and fly for awhile
I'll give to you
Time to realize what you really need from what you just want
I'll give to you
Time to end your wondering and wandering, and finally be home
I'll give to you

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If I can tell you
That You can leave me now
Remember that I have gathered
This strength from that of
Which you have have given me all along

If I can say to you
That I can let you go
Know that I draw
This understanding that you see
From the faith that we sowed
From the very beginning

If I can show you
How much I love you
Then I will and I can
Set you free

I trust what we have like how I trust tomorrow.
I hope for us without borders but without expectations.
I love you like how I should love life and the reasons to live it.

Just like the waves, we sometimes don’t know if we want to reach the shore and be absorbed by its sands or stay out in the open and live a free circling life in the ocean. We move fast, eager to reach the destination where we both wanted to be, in each others arms forever. Together we have traveled miles of this water where we keep ourselves afloat with whatever we can give or receive. Yet there are days when the open water makes us wonder what if there’s something out there that we are missing - wondering if we are missing the greater waves of life.
You may roll back and forth, taking your time before you reach the shore but you’ll never be alone. I am the wave after you, just always a roll behind you wherever you want to go.

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Don't let me fall from high hopes
The wings you've given me
Have taken roots
Deep down my soul

One day Alice came to a fork in the road and saw a Cheshire cat in a tree. "Which road do I take?" she asked. "Where do you want to go?" was his response. "I don't know," Alice answered. "Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter." – Lewis Carroll


Do you still know where we're heading?
Does it still matter?

I still know
I still remember

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Tonight like all the other nights
since I've touched your face
I will dream before I sleep
0f you and of more days with you
'Til the end of my days
Only with you

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I am the moonlight that creeps in your bed at night
Trying to capture the brilliance of your skin
I glow in your innocence which delights
with the freedom that plays in your shut eyelids

What I know

I know it's you
because
i hear the tiny laughter of my unborn in your veins
i understand every syllable of your silence
i know the scent of your happiness which my life loves to wear -
morning, noon and night
I know it
beacause
I've never known this before
'til you

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It is in my silent breathing thoughts
That I ponder on how beautiful
My life have been
Since the first ray of your light
Touched the windows of my soul

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Too few for too much
Only two leaves turned their fates to fall
It is not Autumn at all

No more poems

No more sweet tongues of rhyming love

Of flowing ink from veins of passion

All

that needed to be known

that needed to be heard

transcended

All because

You have become poetry itself

Of my life, of my love.

January 22, 2009

9:21 AM

Morning

There are mornings when I try to reach my hand out

Wanting to grasp the other side of my bed

My fingers needing to feel your face

My eyes slowly open like a waking flower longing for sunlight

And I realize you're not there

And every time I wake up to the same picture

I ask myself

What is morning without the sun?

January 23, 2009

7:17 AM