I still think

I know you don't mind
That I still think
You're in love with me
It wouldn't hurt you
No, not at all
But me, yes
Absolutely
Indefinitely
Sick as I sound
It is a guilty pleasure
Like caviar and vodka.

I plunged to the abyss of memories
You drown me ( you know you can )
And yet I do not fear.

I should be...

I thought I should be happy for you
A new life that has been waiting there
at your doorstep --- finally filling the corners
For a love that has been waiting
for your arms to embrace --- finally returned
Erasing my footsteps trailing away
through the gate of those years
I am now just a whisper of
i-hope-memories-worth-remembering-once-in-a-while

I just thought that I needed to be happy for you
Because after all it's what I'm always after
Your happiness.

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You believe so easily
I fall so fast and hard
We hurt deeply
Then we part
With so much regret
So sad
So late
So soon

1:12 PM 01/12/2011