Addicted to the Sensation of Agony

I do not invite and enjoy misery of any kind just to be pitied by others or admired for forbearance but it is thru this sensation that I feel more alive – watching my self bleed while I strive to breathe.
We need pain, misery, sorrow and failure. We need it because it fetches the finest character in us. It teaches us to reckon success, happiness and even pleasure with such depth that changes every strand of our being.
So the next time you see yourself under a cloud, just go ahead and pump the rain out of it. Let it pour on you. Let it magically wash you for sometime. After that you’ll begin to appreciate better the warmth of the sun, not just the usual smile that your face gives when you see it shine.