you may see my hands
curling to strong fists
strong enough to crush
all that makes me fragile
but I hope your eyes will
be fixed there
hoping that it will not drop
towards my feet
for I am afraid
that you may see my knees
trembling, crackling whispers,
ready to bend
and to be fragile again
in your presence
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
died on the vine
I could have stretched the trellis for our free spirits
thriving on this beautiful journey
thriving on this beautiful journey
Friday, April 8, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Nebula
Let's stay here.
Let our souls
discover each other.
Charter
the course of gravity
that pulls our heavenly bodies
together.
Explosions
Constellations
Let it all be consumed
by our eyes,
until our breaths,
our bodies
give birth to new galaxies
of our own.
Let our souls
discover each other.
Charter
the course of gravity
that pulls our heavenly bodies
together.
Explosions
Constellations
Let it all be consumed
by our eyes,
until our breaths,
our bodies
give birth to new galaxies
of our own.
Reflection
Waves of sheets,
lingering scents,
echoing moans,
fires of kisses ---
A quick glimpse
of a fleeting night,
just before the
first light of dawn
brings me back
to reality.
lingering scents,
echoing moans,
fires of kisses ---
A quick glimpse
of a fleeting night,
just before the
first light of dawn
brings me back
to reality.
Talisman
Gemstone eyes ---
bearer of fires.
Summon my winged dreams
to distant Eden shores
where long lost desires
lay naked.
Naked and waiting
for talisman hands
to shape-shift it
into a breathing flesh
vesseling my soul
bearer of fires.
Summon my winged dreams
to distant Eden shores
where long lost desires
lay naked.
Naked and waiting
for talisman hands
to shape-shift it
into a breathing flesh
vesseling my soul
Saturday, February 5, 2011
My Words for Breakfast
'Eat your words'
I told myself one morning
Tastes like just the other pills you've taken
But high in nutritional value
Keeps low-level of humbleness
And gives 100% learn-from-your-mistake
concentrate which is good for your heart and mind.
I told myself one morning
Tastes like just the other pills you've taken
But high in nutritional value
Keeps low-level of humbleness
And gives 100% learn-from-your-mistake
concentrate which is good for your heart and mind.
Eyes Meet
Intensity flows like current
A swift stare of longingness
Sends a thousand words of a lost love
It has always been there
Chances passing like doves
On our hearts' windowsills
A swift stare of longingness
Sends a thousand words of a lost love
It has always been there
Chances passing like doves
On our hearts' windowsills
Sunday, January 30, 2011
I still think
I know you don't mind
That I still think
You're in love with me
It wouldn't hurt you
No, not at all
But me, yes
Absolutely
Indefinitely
Sick as I sound
It is a guilty pleasure
Like caviar and vodka.
I plunged to the abyss of memories
You drown me ( you know you can )
And yet I do not fear.
That I still think
You're in love with me
It wouldn't hurt you
No, not at all
But me, yes
Absolutely
Indefinitely
Sick as I sound
It is a guilty pleasure
Like caviar and vodka.
I plunged to the abyss of memories
You drown me ( you know you can )
And yet I do not fear.
I should be...
I thought I should be happy for you
A new life that has been waiting there
at your doorstep --- finally filling the corners
For a love that has been waiting
for your arms to embrace --- finally returned
Erasing my footsteps trailing away
through the gate of those years
I am now just a whisper of
i-hope-memories-worth-remembering-once-in-a-while
I just thought that I needed to be happy for you
Because after all it's what I'm always after
Your happiness.
A new life that has been waiting there
at your doorstep --- finally filling the corners
For a love that has been waiting
for your arms to embrace --- finally returned
Erasing my footsteps trailing away
through the gate of those years
I am now just a whisper of
i-hope-memories-worth-remembering-once-in-a-while
I just thought that I needed to be happy for you
Because after all it's what I'm always after
Your happiness.
Untitled
You believe so easily
I fall so fast and hard
We hurt deeply
Then we part
With so much regret
So sad
So late
So soon
1:12 PM 01/12/2011
I fall so fast and hard
We hurt deeply
Then we part
With so much regret
So sad
So late
So soon
1:12 PM 01/12/2011
Let Me In
Flow
Myself wants to
Over you
Over anew love
Over anew hope
Over anew promise
There's no stopping anytime
This road I'm taking now
Is heading right
To your doorstep
To your heart
Let me in
1:09 PM 01/12/2011
Myself wants to
Over you
Over anew love
Over anew hope
Over anew promise
There's no stopping anytime
This road I'm taking now
Is heading right
To your doorstep
To your heart
Let me in
1:09 PM 01/12/2011
Eyes
Deep well of desires ---
My eyes
Caught the image of you
Your face remains in its lenses
And even if I close it
You become the bright northern star
In the blackness that drowns
In the presence of you
January 11, 2011 1:15 am
My eyes
Caught the image of you
Your face remains in its lenses
And even if I close it
You become the bright northern star
In the blackness that drowns
In the presence of you
January 11, 2011 1:15 am
Untitled
I want to care less
for what tomorrow might bring
I want to learn
to breathe in NOW
To find contentment
of whatever the present can offer
Simply lie on my back
And think through the walls of my ceilings
of what could have been NOW
If you were still here.
1:55 PM 01/07/2011
for what tomorrow might bring
I want to learn
to breathe in NOW
To find contentment
of whatever the present can offer
Simply lie on my back
And think through the walls of my ceilings
of what could have been NOW
If you were still here.
1:55 PM 01/07/2011
Untitled
A little bit of sin
Is not too bad
Like stealing
A glimpse of your smile
You don't have any idea
Nor will ever have
You're the crescent star
At the corner of my eye
I'll never have the strenght
To stare back
For I am guilty
5:37 AM 01/07/2011
Is not too bad
Like stealing
A glimpse of your smile
You don't have any idea
Nor will ever have
You're the crescent star
At the corner of my eye
I'll never have the strenght
To stare back
For I am guilty
5:37 AM 01/07/2011
Smile
Is there a price to pay
Just to see that curve from your face?
Will it take for me to morph to a
Perfect image of your standard?
Is it too much to ask
For me to be the reason behind it?
Do you have any idea
How it tickles the muscles of my mind?
Your smile
It's worth a million words
And all the colors in this world
Just one
And it's all that it takes
To set my wings
And fly away to a dream paradise
Written January 3, 2011, 3:00 am
Just to see that curve from your face?
Will it take for me to morph to a
Perfect image of your standard?
Is it too much to ask
For me to be the reason behind it?
Do you have any idea
How it tickles the muscles of my mind?
Your smile
It's worth a million words
And all the colors in this world
Just one
And it's all that it takes
To set my wings
And fly away to a dream paradise
Written January 3, 2011, 3:00 am
Tormented
Thought you know me so well
But take a second look
Come closer and you'll see
The light that used to be in my eyes
Fading out slowly
You've set it once
And now you've been trying
Too hard to put it out
You simply can't handle
What I can give you
What you wished for
Now
What was left there
Were just ashes
Of broken promises
Written January 3, 2010 2:50am
But take a second look
Come closer and you'll see
The light that used to be in my eyes
Fading out slowly
You've set it once
And now you've been trying
Too hard to put it out
You simply can't handle
What I can give you
What you wished for
Now
What was left there
Were just ashes
Of broken promises
Written January 3, 2010 2:50am
The Discoverer
I want to travel
The skin of your body
With my kisses
With my fingers
With my eyes
Uncover, Discover
your parts
your flaws
your secrets
I'd love to see your beauty
Flow right into my hands
I want you to get lost
With me through this night
Without moving an inch away
From this bed
'Til dawn
Written January 3, 2010, 2:43 am
The skin of your body
With my kisses
With my fingers
With my eyes
Uncover, Discover
your parts
your flaws
your secrets
I'd love to see your beauty
Flow right into my hands
I want you to get lost
With me through this night
Without moving an inch away
From this bed
'Til dawn
Written January 3, 2010, 2:43 am
Gravity
Your love
Keeps pulling me back to the ground
Where I've learned that the sun is not the only source of light
but also
your eyes
your dreams
your passion
your life
It's the same ground
I can call home
the sanctuary of my soul
my fortress
Sometimes it feels like I've gone to many places
That I've come a long way
But when I try to view where my heart stands
All this time it's just right in the center of your gravity.
12:19 PM 01/03/2011
Keeps pulling me back to the ground
Where I've learned that the sun is not the only source of light
but also
your eyes
your dreams
your passion
your life
It's the same ground
I can call home
the sanctuary of my soul
my fortress
Sometimes it feels like I've gone to many places
That I've come a long way
But when I try to view where my heart stands
All this time it's just right in the center of your gravity.
12:19 PM 01/03/2011
Untitled
My body seemed immovable
Weight is growing on my back
But my mind have already gone back and forth
To a place of made-up solitude
Hard as I try
Gravity of pain won't let me be
My soul is dying to fly away
From this ground...
Exactly where you left me.
My eyes seeking for some light
To pierce the sky of a long dawn
And my heart wanting to rest
In the arms of elusive happiness
Written 12/29/2010 3:00am
Weight is growing on my back
But my mind have already gone back and forth
To a place of made-up solitude
Hard as I try
Gravity of pain won't let me be
My soul is dying to fly away
From this ground...
Exactly where you left me.
My eyes seeking for some light
To pierce the sky of a long dawn
And my heart wanting to rest
In the arms of elusive happiness
Written 12/29/2010 3:00am
Questions
When do you start to pick up the pieces...
when you refuse to accept that you're already broken?
When do you tell yourself it's enough...
when you still come back for more?
What do you do to make it go away...
while you find yourself lost in it ?
What do you need to say more...
while you know that it will never be heard?
Why do you succumb yourself to relentless torturing waiting...
yet you know you're being waited for by far more deserving?
Why do you consume the truth that it will never be...
yet you know deep inside you're still hoping?
12/28/2010 3:00am
when you refuse to accept that you're already broken?
When do you tell yourself it's enough...
when you still come back for more?
What do you do to make it go away...
while you find yourself lost in it ?
What do you need to say more...
while you know that it will never be heard?
Why do you succumb yourself to relentless torturing waiting...
yet you know you're being waited for by far more deserving?
Why do you consume the truth that it will never be...
yet you know deep inside you're still hoping?
12/28/2010 3:00am
Untitled
You used to make me feel
that I am beautiful
These days I find myself hanging on
through wires and thorns
left raw and drying up
only thriving on the memories of days
when you used to call me your own
Your hand used to warm my skin
and so does your whispers
Now your blank stares
can send in the winter in May
I long to go back to those days
like how the waves hasten to the shore
Will you ever come back to me as you were before?
4:31 PM 11/24/2010
that I am beautiful
These days I find myself hanging on
through wires and thorns
left raw and drying up
only thriving on the memories of days
when you used to call me your own
Your hand used to warm my skin
and so does your whispers
Now your blank stares
can send in the winter in May
I long to go back to those days
like how the waves hasten to the shore
Will you ever come back to me as you were before?
4:31 PM 11/24/2010
Poem Impromptu
Marvel
My senses dismissed
At the sight of you
While logic --- silenced
All that exists is the fire
In my eyes
Glowing in awe of you
Gaze
My eyes leap in inches
As if reaching for a destination
Without my body moving
My heart delights
As my gaze approaches
The very ground
Where the subtle light
of your figure stands
Hounding
Loneliness howls louder
In the middle of the night
While the wind never cease
Hounding like a thousand ghosts
In the hope of leaving my soul
Cold and naked
Eternal
If it is with you
Then I shall have faith
When all things rest with death
My soul shall claim immortality
Through you, with you
I will define and shape the eternal
My senses dismissed
At the sight of you
While logic --- silenced
All that exists is the fire
In my eyes
Glowing in awe of you
Gaze
My eyes leap in inches
As if reaching for a destination
Without my body moving
My heart delights
As my gaze approaches
The very ground
Where the subtle light
of your figure stands
Hounding
Loneliness howls louder
In the middle of the night
While the wind never cease
Hounding like a thousand ghosts
In the hope of leaving my soul
Cold and naked
Eternal
If it is with you
Then I shall have faith
When all things rest with death
My soul shall claim immortality
Through you, with you
I will define and shape the eternal
Untitled
It is a curse
to inflict this pain to myself
flowing from the core of my desire
Or is this painfrom you
---that every word you utter
strikes like darts
to my cherry?
2:11 PM 01/17/2011
to inflict this pain to myself
flowing from the core of my desire
Or is this painfrom you
---that every word you utter
strikes like darts
to my cherry?
2:11 PM 01/17/2011
Untitled
Dry as parched earth --- this body is.
I am waiting for your hands like rain.
Have I been waiting too long?
That ...
Your voice summons
Persephone in chariots fire
Your scent lingers infinitely even in the corridors of my mind
And that...
Your stare hunts the beast from the wilds of my deepest desires
Come to me
And
End this
Let the wanting in me
Turns to needing
11/04/2010
I am waiting for your hands like rain.
Have I been waiting too long?
That ...
Your voice summons
Persephone in chariots fire
Your scent lingers infinitely even in the corridors of my mind
And that...
Your stare hunts the beast from the wilds of my deepest desires
Come to me
And
End this
Let the wanting in me
Turns to needing
11/04/2010
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